Gerard had been sitting in his car for 1 and a half hours now. It was freezing, hence the radiator of his car that broke down 2 days ago. He held a Starbucks coffee in his hands, the only source of warmth that gave his fingers a pleasant warm burning feeling. The crimson scarf he wore didn’t seem to help much, his throat was still aching and he could feel how his body was slightly shaking from the cold that came right trough the car’s doors. He sipped a bit of his coffee and looked outside. He was right around the corner of Frank’s house. He had been so confident this morning, today he was going to confess everything, into every little detail and Frank would admit he loved him too and they would kiss each other and it would be a happily ever after. If it only were so easy. They had been so close together for so many times, they would lie on Frank’s bed, watching another horror movie, Frank safely huddled with Gerard because even while Frank had watched countless of horror movies for so many years, he’d still let out a little squeak whenever somebody’s head got chopped of, or something else macabre. They’d lie there all night, until one of them said it was time for bed and Gerard made his way home again, as he had already done countless of times. Those were the times Gerard cherished so much, that he could care for him, make him feel safe, and hold him whenever he was ‘scared’. It felt so good, he and Frank, but still Gerard was very positive about it that Frank only saw him as a good friend, nothing more. He didn’t want to get his hopes up, and what was he thinking anyway? Gerard glanced at his cell phone again, he had picked it up, laid it down, picked it up, dialled Frank’s number and put it down again. How hard could it be? He had been hanging out with him for so long, it wouldn’t be weird if Gerard just called and asked him if he could come around. But this was different. Then there was a gentle sudden knock on the car’s door. Gerard froze. He turned his head instantly and saw Frank’s cheery and kind face. This wasn’t meant to happen! He isn’t even prepared! What was he going to say? What if…? But Gerard didn’t have time for all these questions wandering around in his head as Frank has already opened the door and jumped into the passenger’s seat next to Gerard’s. Gerard’s heart started to beat faster. Frank looked perfect today, of course, he always looked perfect, but there was something about the way his dark brown hair fell in his face, the way there was a little shimmering in his eyes and the way his clothes fitted perfectly around his body. And his smell, it was Frank, Gerard always longed for that smell all day. If he had to create a perfume it would be Frank’s smell, and he would keep it safely with him the whole day. As Gerard was staring at Frank’s sudden appearance he didn’t notice that his mouth hung practically open. Frank giggled, put one of his fingerless gloved hands beneath Gerard’s chin and closed his mouth, pressing a gentle kiss on his lips as he did. Gerard turned scarlet. Was this real? Or had his fantasies taken over his body and mind. “What is my little Gerard doing here in the cold together with his Starbucks coffee?” Frank asked, a smile growing over his face. Frank softly stroked Gerard’s hair, and even though Gerard’s throat had been hurting for so long and so bad, it now felt even worse because of the uptight feeling in his body and all he could say was a hoarse “dunno”. “That doesn’t sound very well” Frank said in such a caring and concerned way that Gerard slightly melted inside. Then he suddenly felt Frank’s lips crushing into his, the feeling of Frank’s soft lips against his spread a warm glow trough his body. He could still feel Frank’s hand softly caressing the back of his head, gently pushing him deeper into the kiss. Gerard’s hands trailed of to Frank’s hips as he leaned in closer to enjoy ever single second of this moment. Then Frank pulled away, his thumb stroking Gerard’s cheek. “I love you sugar” he gently whispered. Gerard, still overwhelmed, found it hard to say anything back, he couldn’t find any better words… |
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Vet lief ^^
Starbucks makes you feel warm :]
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Sorry about my english^^'
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haha beetje van mezelf erin gestopt
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